Hello my lovelies!! Have you all been nice and wholesome? I sure hope you have been, so lean back, cradle your nice warm cup of whatever and let me share my adventures of the past few days with you!!
I recently rediscovered my love for crochet, so I’ve been at it with a lot of vigour and it has mostly eased my very high stress levels. Times are still tough, though, and so after accompanying the him to his freelance office once last week, where he has two
I thought that was because of their working relationship or something like that, understandable I guess, and also I would probably not be too keen on taking instruction from the ‘customers’ so hello disaster….
I’ve been feeling extremely tired of late, drained of energy and as such I’ve been waking up mostly between 9 and 11 and getting side eyes and all but I’m focusing on me (me sleeping lol). Today was no different, but I was in a rather better mood than other days so I made some chapati dough, and covered it up to prepare for supper. I made some strange pilau and beef stew for lunch and that was that, but after crocheting for a bit, I got bored and needed to stretch my legs.
With the babies fed, washed, and roaming around the house, I decided to burn the accumulated dried leaves and plant waste in the garden, so I can dig it up at some point and plant food, for a rainy day you know :).
I got the matches and went outside to burn the stuff, and spared half a thought at the trees growing around the piles I wanted to burn. It took three matches to light the first one, and I thought wow this will take forever to burn but whatever there’s nothing I would rather be doing, so I took a barely burning twig and tossed it into the other pile.
Here’s a free lesson my people: rosemary trees are flammable as f*ck! Especially when dry….
The pile caught fire and burned very big and very dramatically, thanks to the dry weather and strong wind, and my attention was diverted from the slower burning pile which was not predominantly dried pepper tree leaves and twigs.
Suddenly I hear a loud crack from somewhere on my left and when I turn I am met by a flaming branch swinging in the very strong wind. I panic immediately because this is what I had thought of then ignored and I know how fast the fire can jump from one tree to the next, then to the electricity cables above, then to the car, then to the damn house and O My Good Lord my BABIES!!!
I hear the little one crying in the house as though very far away and when I look over she’s standing in the doorway with all the smoke making her cough a bit.
I yell for the nanny but she doesn’t respond, meanwhile I’m running to the tap outside to open it and fetch some water in a basin to throw in the trees but the trip to and from is too slow and the water seems to flow too slowly so I scream her name, twice, and she comes running asking what’s up only to see the fire in the trees.
I find the pipe we used to water the garden and toss one end to her while trying to jam the other end into the tap but it won’t fit and keeps falling out when I let go of it.
The nanny meanwhile is understandably scared to go near the fire because it’s big and menacing so I tell her to hold the one end on the tap and not let go no matter what, and I run off in the opposite direction to try and douse the flames with water.
The water now creates a nasty blend of smoke and fire and I can barely see where I am but I can clearly hear both babies crying by now. I yell at them to get back in the house and obviously they don’t listen but thankfully they stay on the veranda, where they get some of the smoke but none of the heat.
Somehow by heaven’s grace the fire gets under control and I make sure to soak the damn ground in water and eliminate the chance of any spark left there, and I stay outside for about an hour until I’m sure there’s no more fire. I think what would have happened if I had lit the piles then gone back to the house to relax and I shudder violently.
I’m honestly so glad to be alive and well come nightfall despite going to bed alone, and even then the smell of smoke makes me uneasy. I think I will see things in a different light for a while now, and will definitely stay the hell away from matches. I’m kind of glad the nanny was there to see how fast it can get out of control, so she won’t attempt
All in all, I realize that I love my babies more than I could ever know, and maybe that is why I’m trying so hard to make things work, so that they grow up in a well-balanced and wholesome family, and hopefully don’t turn out as bitter as me.
Until we meet next time, stay safe my friends, and do not take a single moment for granted. And if you do get into a relationship, be sure to consider all things before you have kids because they introduce new variables in the drama, and it gets much harder to be selfish and look out for you…